goodbye,
Sunday, October 26, 2008
HELLOOOOOO ;
FRIDAY'S OUR LAST DAY TGT )':
and some of youmust be saying YES!!! now -.-& i just wanna say ;
I'LL MISS YOU .it's amazing actually, well as in, me myself complaining everybody's too cliquey
and it's ytd i realised i'm in no position to file that complain.
cause i'm too cliquey myself, ): & for complaining that everybody's cliquey,
i'm the biggest fattest asshole. it's only through friday that i realise, i only knew majority of you guys in general, by your names.
through friday, i got to know vanessa and huiwen better :D
no offence, but i
used to just think ''aiyah, those .. guai kia lah'' i never thought twice and i just judged people by their appearance.
and minnie too; last year i used to think minnie's a bitch ><>
AND NOW THAT WE'RE PARTING ONLY DID I REALISE WHO THIS STRANGERS WERE.i regret not knowing huiwen earlier, i regret not knowing vanessa earlier too, i regret not talking to wahyuni, i regret not knowing Clara, Crystal, MingEn, Afiqah, Ivy, HuiFeng, Lenze, Melvin, Xuanming, Junkai, Yockchuan. i must sincerely say, that this people, who used to have the general term of ''guai kia'' to me, were more than just that. and it's particularly a great pity to actually not having known them earlier.
now if you get me to reflect, i now rmb.. who was it that grouped up w/ me to do the bio project last year. who was it that approached me and asked me if i needed help for my homecoming, who approached me when i've got my arms full of load, who accompanied me to ride to somewhere near area B/A to apologise to the boys when they did nth wrong.
now that i qns my conscious, i really do realise who's there to support you when you really need it.
and they did it w/o complain. that's the most admirable part.
and to generalise them into a category actually made me lose friends, it made me lose them. it actually caused me to step away from them, to overlook them.
and that's my greatest regret this year, because it was only on friday that i made new friends.
friends that were once just people and faces in the class. people i don't interact w/.
i was cliquey myself.i apologise for my selfishness and proudness, i'm sorry for not knowing you guys earlier, it was a great loss indeed. {not bootlicking here}
and for those of you that still think they're mere ''guai kia's'' , think twice (: ,
& DESPITE EVERYTHING , I CAN'T HELP FEELING WE'VE PARTICULARLY NEGLECTED YOCKCHUAN.
AND BECAUSE XUANMING WAS SOMEWHAT A STRANGER, HE'S ALSO A LITTLE ODD W/ US .
idk ): but it's too late to realise this things now, i jsut hope i'll be able to make up for this mistakes next year. i'm sorry to those i've been ignorant to. let's hope we're all the same class next yearr !!!! (:
tods; yingting.
Signing off @ 3:28 PM
